Tummy Update

So last night at 9. We took Patric to the ER. He yet again was throwing up, doubled over in pain, crying. It was enough for us. VIRUS HA!
Well, we still do not have all the answers. So yet again, he has missed school.
My heart is sinking knowing that I have not made him feel any better. It also does not help that I am at work and not with caring for him. It is hard letting someone else do My job.
Don't get me wrong. I know he is in good hands. I just wish that it was my hands that he was in.
But as I re-read my writings I have been reminded. Patric and Benjamin are on loaner to me. God asked me to be their caregivers. To teach them, help them grow. They are truly His and need to be more in his hand. So as I anxiously await for Kevin to call me with news from the Doctors office. I begin to lift my children up to God, hand Him control over them, knowing that he will fix this minor illness for Patric and whatever else comes along. I am also reminded that it is Okay to feel nervous and anxious for my children.
Thank you God, for your constant little reminders to me. I life Patric and Benjamin up to you. And pray that you will teach me to be a tool for you in helping these precious boys become MEN for you. I pray that you will heal Patric's aliments so that he will be running and having fun in no time. I hand you my children, that you so graciously gave to me. I put them in your protective arms.
Amen